I have become very aware of my moments of weakness, and what triggers the mindless Sephora app browsing for myself. Usually it stems from the idea that “*something has happened* so, I deserve *blank*”. For example, “A patient verbally abused me on the phone at work today, so I deserve a pick-me-up”, “I’ve been doing so great at my no-buy that I deserve a treat”, “It’s my birthday in April, so I deserve a gift”, etc. My default thought process basically goes about self-care and emotion-regulating entirely wrong.
I’ve been trying to rethink these sorts of enabling thoughts. “I work hard so I deserve to be debt-free”, for example. I still mindlessly scroll through the Sephora app, but for shorter periods of time, and I unload my cart more quickly rather than letting these items pile up there for another day. Spending money on things I don’t need or even necessarily want when I know I have debt and upcoming expenses is no longer something I can pretend is okay, and even “window shopping” online isn’t as satisfying as it used to be, which is good! This lowers temptation significantly.
Through all the temptations and tribulations, here is what I actually purchased in March:
- Glo Skin Beauty Foundation, Pressed Base, and Brush ($74). I will fully admit, this technically breaks my no-buy rules. I was not entirely out of foundation or powder foundation, and probably could have made do with what I’ve got at home for brushes. I broke my rules as we were placing a retail order at work, and when ordering for the clinic staff is able to get a discount. I stocked up on things I know I’ll use. I go through pressed powder like water, and wanted a dewy foundation in a more suitable shade for my skin tone. The shade I purchased, Tahini, is light enough that I can wear it now with a lighter powder if really blended out, but dark enough that I’ll still be able to wear it throughout most of the summer. Still though, I did break the rules, I cannot deny that!
- Essence Instant Matte Setting Spray ($6). I had entirely used up my last Essence Instant Matte and had no other matte setting sprays, so this was a rule-abiding replacement.
- Pixi 24K Eye Roller Serum ($28). I was entirely out of eye cream, so this is a rule-abiding replacement.
- Laroche Posay Cicaplast Hands ($12). This as well, technically breaks my no-buy. However I was stuck in Toronto with no hand lotion in the middle of winter, so I am justifying this purchase. I keep this in my purse and it will be used and appreciated quickly.
- SkinCeuticals Metacell Renewal B3 ($125). This replaces the daytime moisturizer I finished.
- Laroche Posay Cicaplast Lips ($10). I was in need of a lip balm. I’m 90% sure I’ve already lost this in the depths of my car.
- Laroche Posay Lipikar 400ml ($33). I finished alllllll of my back up Celazome body lotions and purchased this as a replacement for my bathroom, and to refill all my little portable lotion tubes.
Total dollar value of products purchased: $288
What I used up in March:
- Essence Instant Matte Setting Spray ($6)
- Glo Skin Beauty Oil Control Emulsion ($56)
- Physicians Formula Killer Curves Mascara ($15)
Total dollar value of products used up: $76
Not my best month, according to the numbers! And definitely not great compared to last year’s numbers. In 2018, on average, I spent $197.83 per month at Sephora. Mind you, this didn’t include work purchases, and I certainly did a fair amount of shopping at work, so the numbers may not be that far off. Still, I would like to get to a point where I am spending significantly less than I did at this time last year, so that I can save significantly more money towards things that actually matter.
Because I am sitting pretty comfy with my makeup and skincare stash right now, I’m going to challenge myself more for the month of April within my no buy. I will buy absolutely nothing for my entire birthday month with my own money. I don’t foresee myself running out of anything, so I will need no replacements.